I have had a difficult time lately. Last week on my Facebook foodie page I got totally attacked for writing this negative restaurant review big time. I was called names, I was accused of sabotage... whatever. Then last night on Twitter someone commenting on my review said I made them sick and that I need psychiatric help. Over the weekend I got a first degree burn when my mushrooms blew up in my saute pan for no reason, I almost sliced the top off one of my fingers and then dropped my knife on my foot, bruising it but luckily I did not slice it open.
So this morning I walked over to my spirituality store in my neighbourhood and I saw these! Blue obsidian!!! They just glowed, I loved them.
Sorry for the image but I feel it is important that my injury be witnessed
I picked up the card for the stone and it says, "This is the protection stone for sensitive or psychic people. It provides a wonderful screen against negative energy." I looked at the owners and said, so this is why I am here! Instincts tell you everything and mine told me to go out in the cold and rain for help and I got this stone.
Not only that I permanently banned the two troublemakers from the group. Yes, it would be nice if they had an attitude change but I knew that was not realistic. Even their supportive comments came across mean and nasty. We must protect ourselves from the bad, both spiritually and with the decisions we make. I have decided to do what I can to keep the crappy people away from me.
You may have noticed the intense energy as well. I keep hearing stories of other people getting attacked. The owners of the store were also dealing with the same kind of thing and said that it is seems to be happening to everyone. We are going into the dark time of year and that is making everything that much more intense.
The best part of everything that happened is the love I felt from people standing up for me! Seriously, it was overwhelming. So many people came to my defence, applauded me, protected me. I learned an important lesson though. In the end, the power is in my hands. I had to consciously decide to close that door on that energy to feel better. Waiting and hoping that things would get better threw me off, put my well being in danger. So I kicked them out and am now so happy to be back on track. It feels great to feel more stable and strong.
Bullies totally suck!
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I was not aware of the attacks, sorry Suzie.
We can stand for ourselves and take decisions for our well-being. Even if people are there to help and advise and protect, it's all in our hands.
The energies are crazy lately, even me can feel this.
Take care dear heart.
I've never heard of blue obsidian before -- how cool! I've only ever seen black obsidian, which is so beautiful when polished and is sacred to aboriginal people.
Your FB page is yours alone -- kick off anyone who doesn't respect you!
That's OK Nolwenn and you're right, we have to make the decisions to protect ourselves from crappy people and energy. It feels good to take my power back! You can feel them too eh? So intense, everything right now. It's brutal!
Debra, isn't it GORGEOUS?! I mean it's so pretty. It feels like glass. I guess in a way it is? I know, I have only seen black obsidian too.
Thanks Debra, it felt good to finally remove them. I don't even know them and they sure don't know me. No big loss! Feels good to stand up for myself!
I have certainly felt the negative energies lately. I'm sorry you had to deal with bullies. I hope things turn around for you soon! {{hugs}}
The stone is just stunning, I feel calmer just looking at it. I think I would love to keep one in my pocket while working, man have I across some real winners since I've started working. Yup that negative energy is just seeping everywhere, I really don't have patience for it. As for the burn, OMG Suzie, that had to hurt (big hug inserted here), hope that heals super fast.
Thanks so much Tracy, it was a tad overwhelming but I am feeling better now.
Ava, it is so calming! I was just spending time with it this morning and it really does work. Yes, the burn hurt horribly and accidentally breaking the blister...!!! Was almost worse than the burn. Hopefully I am on the road to healing now.
Suzie, I'm so glad you found this stone and that you feel empowered again from making the decision to close the door on all that. Bully stuff does suck - and is so??? well, it just makes no sense to me, never has. I'm thrilled to get your honesty and heartfelt sharings here, so :P raspberries to bullies and NEXT! Now that energy is re-freed, what's next?! :) Lots of Reiki to you...xo k-
Yes, bully stuff is the worst Kara, it's true. Thanks for your support on my honesty, it's hard sometimes but it is my reality. ATM I am enjoying the rare and beautiful sunshine filling up my house and it is putting me in the mood to bake! :) Good times.
Two people I adore on You tube and a friend of mine were both attacked by dark forces.
I do agree with this being the darkest time of the year, the energy gets haywire thrown in all the madness of the holiday season, it's just a mess.
Glad you did protection for yourself, I did some protective floor washes for my home and did for my front door as well.
Catching up on my reading! I wrote a ritual for our Circle to protect against bullying. It was interesting to hear everyone's stories of bullying.
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