I took this photograph as my husband was cleaning off the car. I couldn't help but feel this image captured how I have been feeling.
Buried.
Not only that, the temperatures have been yo-yoing here in Nova Scotia. Yesterday and today we have been in the deep freeze.
It is hard for me to believe that it is supposed to rain tomorrow and rain a lot.
When you are sensitive and have fibromyalgia, this change in temperature (although highly encouraged when it is going up) is painful. I have been wracked with migraines lately, my skull being crushed by the barometric pressure. What most people do not feel, flattens me.
Last night my house consistently creaked and groaned from the cold. I felt like it was expressing sympathy pains. The cold is setting up residence in my hips these days, making walking almost impossible.
After it warms up tomorrow, the temperature will fall again. My poor brain will have to endure more yo-yoing but maybe I will be able to walk tomorrow? Let my hips thaw, the pain ebb, for just a day.
I will take what I can get.
2 comments:
Every time you write about how much pain you are in, it hurts my heart, my friend. I hope tomorrow you will be able to walk. Maybe ask for some healing love for the Full moon in Cancer to help you. Much love to you, Suzie.
Beautiful picture, alas, I feel your pain (I'm in Winnipeg...it's currently -40)...sigh...
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