Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Wishcasting: What do you wish to a break from?

Wishcasting

This week's wishcasting prompt by Jamie is super easy for me which is good because I am out of energy and in so much pain from the whole roof fiasco.

I want to take a break from hardship. All kinds of hardship: physical, emotional, spiritual and especially... financial.

Wishcasting

I am so sick and tired of sudden huge expenses being dumped on our laps that we have no way of paying for and get deeper in debt. When we were so poor out west I promised myself I would make sure this sort of thing never happened again and I have been so financially responsible since but since we moved here, everything is sucking us dry.

Astronomical heating bills even in June, losing our car, painting our living room ceiling only to have it ruined by a leaking to find out that we need a whole new roof.

We worked so hard to be where we are only to feel broke. I need time to financially recover. Then of course when next winter comes we will barely be able to get through it again because oil heat costs a fortune and we have no other choice.

So stop it. Give me a break. Let me catch up.

Yes, I am bitter. In the summer it's the only time we can afford to do anything because we finally get a break from heating bills and now we have a roof to pay for.

All that money towards heating and I am always cold.

Bloody hell.

11 comments:

mamadontwanna said...

You have brought so many of us together with your site. Yesterday, while in my car, I stopped "thinking" for a minute and just imagined all the positive energy from my fellow wishcasters filling my being. I just let it all in. Opened my being to its healing, to its well wishing. And I felt it... Please stop for a minute and just be and know we are all wishing for you, too. I'm sending prayers your way today, especially for you. As you wish for yourself, I wish for you also!

Tery Lynne said...

As you wish for yourself, I wish for you also! I wish you much happiness!

Carey said...

As Suzie wishes for herself, I wish for her also. Wishing for full pockets and a light heart.

" M " said...

I totally hear ya on that one , Im so tired of being in debt too , not to mention my house is at a hault from building in safety so I have no staircase , trust me I can relate girlfriend , hang in there , cuz thats all we can do right? ; )

As you wish for yourself, I wish for you also.

Her Speak said...

As Miss Suzie wishes for herself, so I wish also. We're all tired, we're all pulling for you- we're in this bullshit together. :) <3

Paula - Buenos Aires said...

{warm hug and wealthy thoughts for you}
As Suzie wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Shell said...

As Suzie wishes for herself, I wish for her also. I wishing you new joy and luck to come your way starting on the new moon on Friday.

Mare/TommyGirl said...

The saying is true - when it rains, it pours. I was there about six months ago, where I just couldn't catch a break financially and it's never fun and often stressful. Just know I'm sending good vibes your way in hopes that it will ease up.

As you wish for yourself, so I truly wish for you also.

artistaprilcole@gmail.com said...

I agree... i think we are all feed-up with "what's next to brake, what overpriced item do we need to replace, another doctor bill, the state has decided to raises certain taxes; that I don't even remember being asked what effect that would have on us, it is crazy!
Politicians keep spending... the public keeps suffering.
When will it end?
My heart goes out to you *hugs*
As you wish for yourself, I wish for you as well.

Cyn said...

I can so relate to everything you've said here! As you wish for yourself, I too wish for you.

Vanessa said...

As you wish for yourself, I wish for you also.