Back in November I picked a card from my tarot deck to give me a forecast for the winter. I got the five of pentacles. I sighed. I figured it meant more par for the course: illness and money troubles. I had no idea that there was a real warning in there for me.
On day that it was quite warm for here, I felt I just had to go out for one last walk. I felt terrible, headachy with a persistent cough but my days of freely roaming outside were going to disappear soon. I walked all the way out to the thrift store. I felt sick to my stomach, I was so tired and felt like crap. I picked up an item that I thought was special and now I am wondering if it is cursed.
This video was taken on my way back home and I was in a feverish daze as I took it of a plastic ball with a happy face stuck spinning around and around in our river. You can hear that I am quite out of it. Although I was quite tired, I just had to video the weirdness.
Then I descended into a feverish hell. While trying to not pass out, I had to get to the crawl space under our stairs (long story to come on my foodie page) and right at the back there was this dark green candle. I did not even see it, Reg discovered it when he came home.
When we first moved in here we also found old glasses down there. I quickly got rid of those and I got rid of this candle too. They both made me feel uncomfortable. In fact that whole space felt weird so Reg obliged my feverish gibberish about needing to seal it up. Which we did with plastic and masking tape.
Sometimes you have to be careful about what energy is left behind by others and what you pick up and bring home. I should never have gone out that day to the thrift store but I did, I felt called there and ever since it has been like we have both been plagued. I am going to get a lot of stuff together that does not feel quite right and let it go in the New Year.
We have a tough year ahead of us and I really do not need other people's energy and crap weighing us down. I want a fresh spiritual start to the new year. Weirdness is good but not when it comes with bad karma and potentially the black spiritual plague. I am just too sensitive for that crap!
3 comments:
Every now and then a good cleansing and purging is a good idea. Trust your instincts, if it doesn't feel right it's gotta go.
I hope the New Year brings many blessings for you instead of curses. I think it is good to get rid of things you feel have bad energy connected to them!
Have to say I got goosebumps just reading "green candle" in your post -- so glad you got rid of it!
Renewal renewal renewal, clearing, clearing, clearing, and all supportive, good, and healing vibes to you, Suzie!!
Miracles,
k-
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